Monday, November 7, 2011

An Evening On the Water


A white fabric soars into the pale blue sky. The sound of the cloth flapping in the wind mingles with the creak of the wood. Sean stands at the wheel, Josh pulls the rope taut ready for the next tack, and Jacob leans over the edge of the ship. A chill in the wind penetrates the radiating heat.
None of the three of them had ever attempted something so daring in their whole life. Usually their days are spent sitting in front of the T.V. or video game.
Up ahead the pillows of the sea splash on the side of cliffs.
“Way to hold your lunch, Jacob!” Sean mocks.
“Who’da thought it would be Jacob,” Josh laughs.
“It hada happen eventually,” Sean says.
“Yeah, but who’da thought it’d be in the middle of the Sound.”
“Maybe his stomach’ll settle once we get closer to the ocean.”
“Ya know I can hear you gu… hu…” Jacob says as leans further over the side again.
Both Sean and Josh roll with laughter.
“Is this smart of us?” Josh asks.
“We’ve been sailing around the Sound for weeks, we should be fine,” Sean says nonchalantly.
“Yeah, but what if something goes wrong? We’ve never really had to deal with anything going wrong.”
“We went through all the training, we should be good.
“You Tube doesn’t really count as training.”
“We’ll be fine, Josh. Just let it go.”
“Fine.”
Sean finds very little difficulty maneuvering the boat through the wide gap between all the islands.
“Ya almost done there, dude? We could really use your help,” Sean asks Jacob.
“It’s not like I really have a choice here,” Jacob spits the bile into the water. “Trust me, your job looks way more exciting than puking my guts out,” Jacob says as he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand.
The ship exits the passageway in between land out into an almost open sea and the ship veers to the left.
“Is there even anything left in your stomach?” Josh asks.
“I think I cleaned it out a while back,” Jacob confirms.
“Uh Sean…” Josh says.
“I see it,” Sean says.
“Well, ya might want to move the boat,”
“I’m working on it.”
“We should turn back,” Josh demands.
“I’m all for that,” Jacob chuckles.
“Quit you’re cryin’” Sean says as he cranks the wheel to the left. “There ya happy now?”
“It’s still not enough,” Josh screams.
Jacob leaps up from the floor of the boat with his stomach still turning and grabs the abandoned rope. The ship inches to the left.
The ship begins to sail almost parallel to the land to their right as twilight hovers over the three boys.
A horrid sound groans from beneath the hull.
“What was that?” Jacob voice gives the vague hint of fear.
“We’ll be fine,” Sean says again. His words calmly drip with irritation.
“Can we stop now?” Josh tries.
“We’ve come this far, let’s just keep going,” Sean sighs dismissively.
“Where are we headed anyway?” The words practically vomit out of his mouth.
For a moment there is silence. “We’re headed to see his ex,” Josh blurts out. The boat glides effortlessly through the water now. Jacob and Josh tie off their ropes and climb the stairs to the upper deck to sit next to their red-faced captain.
“What for?” Jacob coughs out as he attempts to stifle his next wave of vomiting.
Josh glances at Sean. “I don’t think even he knows.”
“So, does he even know where he’s going?” Jacob breaths, but his instinct to vomit is slowly subsiding.
“Vaguely,” Josh scoffs.
“So, we are just going to sail around ‘til it gets too dark and then what?” Jacob asks in confusion.
“Then we’ll just keep sailing,” Sean’s words are calm.
“How is that possible?” Jacob says.
“I brought lights.” The boat sails calmly in the middle of the Straight.”
Jacob glances at Josh. “Is this guy serious?”
“I’m afraid so,” Josh says shrugging his shoulders.
Jacob gags and rushes for his new spot at the edge of the boat.
“Someone needs to man-up just a bit,” Sean says.
“Cuz that was totally in reaction to your idiocy,” Jacob shoots back defensively. “And had absolutely nothing to do with the water on every side of us.”
“If that helps you sleep better,” Sean returns.
“Would you two girls stop it?” Josh interjects.
“Fine!” Sean blurts out. His anger breaks through the surface.
Jacob sighs and his pale green-face lacks any sign of anger.
“Well that’s a little better,” Josh says.
“What is that?” Jacob eyes glare the old spot he claimed at the beginning of their voyage.
“What?” Both guys say at the same time.
“That!” Jacob says as he makes his way to the starboard side of the boat.
Josh and Sean’s eyes follow Jacob.
The eerie silence becomes palpable.
Sean engages the auto-pilot and he and Josh join Jacob in his investigation.
“I told you we should have turned back,” Josh says to extinguish the silence.
A mini geyser of water protrudes onto the bottom of the boat. A puddle pools near their feet.
Fear boils in the three of their eyes. They step back from the water as it creeps closer and closer to their shoes.
“What do we do?” Jacob says. All signs of nausea have vanished.
“You can shove one of your precious lights in that hole,” Josh accuses.
“Don’t be stupid, it’s not going to fit,” Sean retorts.
“Well is anything going to fit?” Jacob asks. Accusations are absent from his question.
“We can shove some rope in there. It might help delay it so we can get back to land. Or we can swim for it.”
“Well, we better think of something fast, because I don’t think we have much time,” Josh yells at his too relaxed shipmates.
“Dude, maybe you should calm down,” Jacob says. “That’s not really going to help.”
“It’s not going to be help, maybe Dummy here should’ve listened to me and not left the Sound like I asked. It’s not my fault he can’t let the girl go. She’s probably moved on anyway.”
“Why are you being so selfish, Josh. So he made a mistake, let it go,” Jacob rebukes.
“Selfish? Talk about selfish, Sean decides to put this girl before us and for what? There could be a small chance this ex still thinks about him and he has put all of our lives on the line for that little chance.”
“She’s not just my ex, Josh, Sean says apologetically.”
“What is that supposed to mean,” Josh says not ready to give up the anger just yet.
“She’s the mother of my child,” Is all Sean says. His face is almost blank, but still bursting with emotion. At that moment everything goes completely black.
All four walls, the ceiling and the floor radiate light. All three men remove their head pieces. The same blank, look adorns Sean’s face. The remorse like daggers is visible in Sean’s wide, brown eyes. Josh’s sobering words hover throughout the room.
“We’ll try again tomorrow, Sean,” Josh says as his apology melts into his voice. With enough practice, we can try on your sailboat soon.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

An exercise for school "A bad thing for a good reason"

My foot nudges the accelerator even closer to the floor, the indicator creeping higher on the speedometer. She sits there in the passenger seat next to me, almost lifeless, in audible pain. The distance between the cars behind us increases. We had planned a home birth, but something has gone wrong. A wall of cars greets us up ahead. I am no doctor and this situation is entirely foreign to me. As the car ahead of me nears, some of our speed subsides, but I attempt to force the car ahead into submission. Her lack of movement intensifies my worries. The cars around me don’t want to give. I delicately stroke her hair, giving some comfort, but with anxiety I quickly remove my hand, not wanting to cause more pain. Finding a small gap in between the car in front and the left of me, I force my way into the space producing several honks and accelerate closer to the hospital. She twitches and my awareness pulsates. More cars block my path.

“What can I do? What can I do?”

Silence.

Why can’t I will the cars to move? If only I had a siren.

Her breathing slows, but not in a good way.

“Only two more exits,” I tell myself. She seems far away, an escape from the pain.

Inches away from meeting another car, I squeeze my way into another lane, more honks.

I don’t know which scares me more, her slowed breathing or her separation.

One more exit and more honks. I attempt to stroke her hair again, in hopes of regaining some connection. I see my exit on the opposite side of the freeway and cross several lanes.

“I gotta get her to the hospital,” I yell at no one in particular. They can’t hear me, but it gives me some comfort.

“We’re almost there, Minnie,” I reassure her.

With a sharp turn, I drift into the parking lot, slam on the breaks, throw the gear into park, scoop up Minnie, and dash into the hospital, walking past a sign, “Greenwood Animal Hospital.”

The doctor is waiting to deliver each of Minnie’s precious pinkies.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Lost in a Dream

The wind whistles past my ears. The breeze cools my moist face. Like a bullet, I glide through the air. The world surrounds me on all sides. Buildings and skyscrapers rise and fall as they clutter the ground below. The sensation of flying tightens my stomach. Adrenaline surges through my euphoric veins. Weaving around the buildings, exhilaration fills my lungs.

Placing my hands at my sides, I accelerate my speed. The adrenaline flows faster and my stomach squeezes tighter. I climb higher, rising above civilization. A chill tickles my skin and burns my core. As the icy numbness spreads through my body, I slow my speed and plummet back to the Earth.

A light pierces my closed eyelids. I blink away the sleep and confusion. I am motionless in my bed. The feeling of flying evaporates away, but the sensation of falling still lingers. A memory of movement lulling me to sleep, surfaces from the confusion.

Where am I? The thought swirls through my awakening reverie. Familiar images and sounds dance through the room. My fingers entwine in the sheets until the feeling of falling subsides. I am once again aware of the flying sensation.

I shove the blankets away in hopes of reclaiming my senses. I slide my feet and let them dangle toward the floor. Slowly, ever so slowly I lift my head upright. No dizziness clutters my brain. No spots flicker around my eyes.

Why am I still moving? Clarity escapes my grasp. Wisps of ideas begin to form. Below the soft, plush carpet, my feet are aware of a hard, steel floor. The window on the wall beacons me.

As I lean out the window, a steep hill fades away into the scenery. A loud, familiar Choo Choo echoes through the air, piercing the depths of reality.

Missing (unedited)

“Where are they?” I grumble to myself? I am getting more and more frustrated the more I look. I have searched the table by the front door, the shelf in the living room, even the couch. My house in a mess and I am still not closer to finding them. Why can’t I leave them in the same place every time I get home? I scold myself. The couch cushions are littered across the floor. The contents of the book shelf are strewn on top. It is 6:30 in the morning and I am going to be late. They are not here. I know they are not. I have looked everywhere. At least I think I have.

“The car! Maybe they are in the car!” Triumphantly I grab my car keys and rush out the door. I press the unlock button and swing open the door. I reach my hand into the crease of the seat. Nothing. I try the side of the seats…both of them. Nothing. “This is infuriating!” If anyone was around to hear me speak I am certain my words would be unintelligible. Oh well. I check the back seat, maybe they fell behind my seat. Nope, wrong again. Maybe by some obscure miracle they are in the trunk. I slam the door to my car and yank open the hatch. Blankets, books, and papers adorn the back of my car. Of course this is disorganized too. I curse myself for this disheveled state. Why, why, why? I throw things here and there. I am barely looking, but the chance of them actually being in the back of my car is minimal.

I glance down at my watch. Another five minutes wasted. Hanging my head in shame, I accept defeat. If I am late I will lose my job. I am going to lose my job anyway. I might as well face the music.

I lift the hand to the door and slide into my car. I’m not as hurried as I was before. I’m not in a hurry to die. Okay maybe death is a little extreme…I hope it’s a little extreme.

Traffic isn’t horrible so I manage to get to work with a little time to spare.

“My office!” I hold onto the last thread of hope that I might have.

In minute the papers, pens, paper clips and other office paraphernalia are all over my floor. I am going to regret this later whatever the outcome. But I just keep telling myself: if there is any hope of saving my job, it’s worth any repercussions that might ensue. I pull out the last drawer and quickly flip it upside down. Files fill the room. As they float to the floor, I hear a silent, almost inaudible ping as they hit the floor. I release the drawer from my hand and my knees hit the floor. The mess clouds my vision and I am reduced to the limitation of just my sense of touch. Frantically, my hands glide across the floor.

“Hazzah!” I say. Oh I hope no one heard that.

In moments, I am on my feet and rushing out of my office. I race down the hallway to the elevator. The doors are closing, but I manage to squeeze through to safety. The time ticks by as I am slowly whisked to the bottom floor.

“Ten, nine, eight...”

“Seriously?” I sigh. Things are so much more difficult when haunted by an audible reminder of an impending doom.

I hesitate only for a moment and urgently find the slot. In it I place my recovered key and turn it anxiously.

“Launch sequence, aborted,” the voice congratulates me. I just hope I get to keep my job.